Life is not that bad!!!

The unwanted silence breaks down...
When the birds outside play around...
Think abt the areas i lacked in...
I tend to certainly sink in..

Baffling myself 4 hours..
It was a deffered dream wid him..so far...
Falling down from my eyes-tears of sorrow...
Deep sighs-sunken thoughts follow..

I expected the unusual n it hit me quite early..
Dat expecting too much from some1 can b dirty...
Dwelling in noman's land...
My heart pounds abit too much-some sweat on my hand...

But the next moment i think wt im wid u...
Free from this hollow world-feels new...
Turning ova u brings an immediate smile..
I was forced to fall bak but nw ill rise..

Coz ur wid me to make me believe...
Dat ive immense power wid in me...
Ur my everythin-i know u knw it...
Coz of today am ova dat shit...

N nw its the rite time to thank u...
Thank u 4 bein der-4 being u!!!!

i knoe wh this is for ... hehaa ...! thank u! thanku womina ... ur far too kind! mwah!