Mah Mind and Mah Life

I thought I would update you all on mah life. Life, as it does, continues to move forward, even when you don"t want it to. It"s a struggle to keep our self from defeating anything good inside of us. I"ve been lost somewhere inside mahself for several days now... on purpose. I can feel mahself healing from the inside out... it"s weird and beyond explanation... But emotionally... I feel as if I"ve not only
dropped all that baggage I"ve been carrying and clung to forever, but literally threw it into the depths of a endless ocean, deep inside it….Much is happening inside me, in mah life, exciting stuff, truly I want to explain here but feeling like really short of words (as usual) ….I feel like I am retreating into mahself, deeply and completely, it feels great!!

Real life restarts again at this point in time in a whole new way and I am speeding toward it not only with open arms but an open heart and soul!!!! Thank you Lord! Thank you --- for-- you know it for what…. And for all those who don’t know it lemme tell you… I am thanking
God for this change and very special thanks for mah sweetheart, my wing GAGAN.