solitude~~~A VERSE

solitude~~~
leave me alone,you please
grab a breath with ease..
to gaze at the moon and weep
to dive in my thoughts deep...

shun me,go away
to search a novel pathway..
your assurance appears fake
this pretence no longer i shall take..

smiling faces,grilling inside
emotions are taken for a ride..
your eforts to console me
only worse it could be..

i am no sufferer
nor a jailed prisoner..
cripled by the hands of destiny
dont need any sympathy..

carrying pain day and night
its an ongoing fight..
no talent,no guts required
there dwells a disease ,i acquired..

just as i glance at the dawn
to see the first sunray born..
i am forced to turn blind
and its the darkness only,i find..

a test of patience
to visualise,inspite of the blurred vision..
leave me alone,you please
to rediscover the srength in me..