GOD,GHOST AND ME

I HAVE NEVER SEEN GOD
OR GHOST,
I WORSHIP GOD EVEN IF
I AM UNSURE OF HIS
PRESENCE,EXISTANSE;
WHENEVER I HAVE GONE
TO A TEMPLE
I PRAY,BURN A CANDLE
AND TRY TO SEE GOD
CLOSING MY EYES;
AS MY MOTHER HAVE TAUGHT,
ALAS,I FAILED EACH TIME
DON'T KNOW WHY GOD IS
GIVING DARSHAN TO ALL
EXCEPT ME.
I WONDER,HAVE I DONE
ANYTHING WORNG ?
I THINK ABOUT MY PAST DEEDS
BUT COULDN'T FIND A CLUE.
LEAVE THE TEMPLE
SILENTLY ,HOPING NEXT TIME
I WILL COME WITH LOADS OF DEVOTION
AS MY MOM,OR LIKE MY
GRAND FATHER ,MY
FRIENDS WHO ALLWAYS SEE GOD
IN THEIR HEART,
ATLEAST A FLOWER
FALLS DOWN FROM THE HEAD
OF GOD AS A BLESSING FOR THEM;
I DECIDED TO COPY THEM
WHEN MY NEXT FINAL EXAM COMES.
I HAVE NEVER SEEN GHOSTS
BUT STIIL I FEAR THEM,
WHENEVER I PASS NEAR THE BURRIAL GROUND
OR DOWN THE BIG BANYAN TREE
IN THE NIGHT,
SOUND OF MOVEMENT OF DRY
COCONUT LEAVES
OR SHADOW OF PALM TREE
IN THE NIGHT, IN MY VILLAGE
FILLS MY MIND WITH THE
EXISTANCE OF GHOST.
BUT I HAVE NOT MET
ANYGHOST WHILE CROSSING
THAT DARK CULVERT
OR BELOW THAT TAMRIND TREE.
BUT STIIL I BELIVE IN GHOST STORY
AS MY GRAND FATHER NARRATED.TO ME.
NOW I HAD MADE UP MY MIND
THAT I WILL BURN A CANDEL
AND PRAY TO THE GOD
TO HELP
FOR THE ETERNAL JOURNEY
OF THE GHOSTS, TO ATTAIN NIRVAN,
TRNQUILITY;
I AM SURE IWLL BE ABLE
TO SEE GOD AS I AM BELIVING
HIS EXISTANCE,
I WILL NEVER FEAR GHOST
AS THEY WILL BE IN HEAVEN.
NOW I KNEW
FEAR,BELIVE,TRUTH,FALSE,GOD & GHOST
ALL ARE LIFE'S "ARDHASATYA".