For those who are/were/will be/ pretends to be/ could.......

Number of posts : 4 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-07-06

For those who are/were/will be/ pretends to be/ could have been my friends!

As I’v made some new friends,
I’v realized I lost some old friends!
And I feel bad for that and sad too
But how does it matter now, when it’s gone.
Were they really my friends or just pretended to be?
My new friends are good to me atleast till now, don’t know till when they will be the same! Sad

But for them I’v lost, I have question in mind
Why they are doing this to me?
I always wanted them to be my friend but why they behave like acquaintances to me?
May be they have the answer I don’t have.
Or may be I have done something which they didn’t like.
Or may be indeed they did something which I didn’t like.
Whatever the reason may or may not be. We all know what the truth is!

and believe me what went wrong, i dont know!
Sad

Whatever it may be or may not be, my friendship with them is not the same and will never be.
I still have some old friends by my side, who I didn’t give what they were worth of,
my friendship!

But now when I know and believe in what the famous quote says “a friend in need is a friend indeed” I will go by my heart and follow my mind.
I am sorry my friends for whom I didn’t care. You are actually, my true friends. Really sorry for what I did. I hope you will forgive me and will always be with me, by my side.
Now, don’t want to loose ‘you’ atleast. Surprised

And to those I’v lost, I would want to say ‘God knows what’s right and what’s wrong and will always do what’s the best, may be our friendship was not meant to be the best and forever. Or may be you are better for each other. And I don’t mind if God think its right. Friendship should be both ways.

If you prefer someone over my friendship that’s perfectly all right but atleast don’t do things which hurt someone’s heart.
Even when I was sweet to you said you were not and for that you have reasons, what can the reason be when I always was sweet to you?
Think, and think over it again on what I mean, you surely will understand if you were my friend, even for a day atleast.And understood me for a moment atleast.

I was not wrong when you thought I was, I was not stupid when you thought I was and ya! May be at times I got hyper but that’s not enough a reason to break a friendship or behave that way. But as I say how does it matter now? Our friendship will never be the same as it was or atleast the way it seemed.
Have tried so many times to get it right, just cant take it to the level of perfection or atleast to the level of what I call ‘friendship’

And for my new friends, I would want to say ‘try and understand me, I am not that bad as some say…..’
As I said friendship should be both ways

In this world nothing works the way as it seems, because it pretends.
Pretends to be your friend, pretends to love you and pretends to care.
In the end you will get to know that all it does is ‘pretends’

May be my friends whom I’v lost for not pretending it’s just the way they take life but being a sentimental and an emotional being I’v taken it to my heart and its tough to forget.

Will try and be happy with what I have and now I’v realized I have so much to be happy and so much to be proud off. What is gone is gone, what I have is what I love.
Sad

Number of posts : 41 Registration date : 2007-06-05

And for my new friends, I would want to say ‘try and understand me, I am not that bad as some say…..’
As I said friendship should be both ways

hey babes....u rnt bad at all...i hav spent 3 yrs wid u....2 very close n i knw fr sure that innocence surrounds u n except fr the naughty u.....u rock....cheers to those days in ahmedabd....wll nvr frgt those