Sorrows

That day i rember ..all the things went wrong
i don't know why ????
but every thing was so different.

my heart was beating so fast
i felt so horrible
my hands were shaking
my lips were trumbling

i was at the verge of crying
but the truth was that .. i was not able to cry..
i felt that my heart has become more heavy
sorrows and un happiness became my friends

when i closed my eyses
i could only see angry faces shouting at me.....
i was totally depressed
i felt that i had become lonley
even my friends left me....

i started thinking " what i have did wrong"
no one was trying to understand me..

my life became miserable
i became along in this world
and now i have forgotten the meaning of laughter

my life became meaning less..
and one day my heart whisperd to me
why should you live...
why should you live....